The Space Between
After more than 18 months of transition, reflection, and growth, I’m about to embark on a new chapter. And this time, it feels different. As I prepare to embrace a new opportunity, I have been reflecting on how far I’ve come and how the lessons I’ve learned have shaped this moment.
When I started my professional journey, I was unsure where it would lead. But one thing I’ve learned along the way is that the path often reveals itself in unexpected ways. I walked into my previous role not knowing how much it would shape me. It became a space where I was trusted, challenged, supported, and given the freedom to grow. It was more than a job; it was a home, a place to experiment, to dream, to fail, and to succeed. The lessons I gained were not just technical skills but also a new lens through which to view the world.
A lens where we recognize challenges but look beyond them to dream up solutions.
A way of working where we lead with heart and kindness, even in tough times.
A way of learning that begins with questioning ourselves.
And a way of living where a hug, a dance party, and a little humor make everything better.
I learned to approach everything with curiosity, to ask the right questions, and to know that discipline and dedication are essential for growth. I learned that pushing boundaries and daring to try something new is where real change happens. These lessons, taught to me by people I now consider family, have laid the foundation for the next stage of my life.
But as much as I’ve grown, I also realize that change, even when desired, can be uncomfortable. In fact, some parts of me feel a little anxious about what’s to come. The idea of returning to an office space, something I haven’t experienced in ages, has stirred up a mix of excitement and apprehension. I’ve worked remotely for most of my career, and the thought of adapting to a new environment, especially in an open office, feels daunting. I find myself wondering what my colleagues will be like, what dynamics I will encounter, and how I will adjust to a new rhythm.
But despite these uncertainties, I feel a deep sense of gratitude. I’ve found an opportunity in the arts and culture sector, a small yet incredibly meaningful space in my country and region. The fact that I’ve landed somewhere so aligned with my passion for creativity and social impact fills me with excitement. And even though I have a lot to learn and new challenges to face, I can’t help but feel that this is the right direction for me.
One thing I’ve noticed about myself is how I’ve changed my perspective over time. In the past, I struggled with office culture. I couldn’t adapt well to the rigid structures and demands of a traditional office. But now, I understand those struggles differently. They weren’t about the environment itself but rather about my well-being and not having the foundation of groundedness I’ve built now. I’ve learned to care for myself in a way I hadn’t before, and that’s given me the ability to handle change with a sense of stability that I once lacked.
I’ve also come to understand the power of boundaries. In the past, I wasn’t always good at setting them. I allowed work to spill into my personal life and ignored the signs that indicated when I needed rest or space. Now, I’m approaching this new phase intending to honor what’s important to me, starting with my well-being. I’ve begun transitioning my routines to ensure that I’m not just showing up for work but also nurturing my body and soul. I’m learning to create time for reflection, rest, and connection, regardless of what the workday brings.
I am guided by two core values: curiosity and openness. These values will continue to shape how I navigate the unknown and embrace what’s to come. I believe in learning, understanding different perspectives, and remaining open to whatever arises. The curiosity I’ve cultivated in my work and personal life will help me build strong relationships with my new colleagues and adapt to new challenges. Openness, on the other hand, will enable me to embrace the unfolding journey, staying grounded and receptive to all the lessons along the way.
I know that change can be challenging, but it’s also an opportunity for growth. I’ve realized that I don’t need to have everything figured out before taking the next step. What matters is that I’m moving forward with intention, purpose, and trust in myself. Even when moments of uncertainty arise, I’ve learned to trust that the path will reveal itself one step at a time.
A year from now, I hope to look back and see that I’ve not only adapted to a new work environment but have also thrived. I want to feel that I’ve brought my whole, unapologetic self into every space I occupy. I aim to continue nurturing my well-being while embracing the challenges and opportunities of this transition. Most importantly, I want to keep learning and growing, not just professionally but as a person, fully engaged in life and the experiences it offers.
For now, I choose to live with intention, stay curious, and move forward, grounded in my values and prepared to embrace whatever comes next.
Change, after all, is not something to fear. It’s a sign of evolution, of possibility, and of living fully. And I’m ready to live with all my heart, trusting the process and daring to bloom into the next chapter of my life.